Hi 2021!

Poppies On a Hill, Van Gogh

Rasanya tak terlambat lagi kan nak menyambut kedatangan 2021. Baru seminggu kan, so ok la, masih awal haha. Semangat tahun baru tu masih ada (ceh). Tahun ni ialah tahun pertama membuka lembaran tahun baru sebagai bukan pelajar, dan memulakan langkah baru sebagai seorang graduan - yang maknanya, aku kena cari kerja dan bekerja.

The word "kena" tu seems so not good for me. Sebab aku rasa, I want to have work and working. To have a job and a career is one of my resolutions this year, and rocking the job also the job I'm doing is another thing.

Just want to record digitally my 2021 resolutions (because before this I wrote it in my diary ceh):

1. I want to learn English seriously. This time, I am seriously want to learn it - speaking, listening, writing, and reading haha.

2. Kesinambungan dengan the first point, I also want to publish my English article dekat established platforms like ISIS, RFSA or Khazanah. Ye tahu cita-cita aku besar gila kan, tapi why not..? Betul takk haha

3. I want to participate in at least one workshop or seminar menulis untuk memantapkan lagi penulisan aku. Tak kisahlah esei ke, penulisan kreatif ke. I want to learn more.

4. Aku suka melukis dan aku suka seni. Tapi aku perasan, aku ada satu dilema - aku tiada konsisten. Lukisan aku kadang macam ni, kadang macam tu. So bila aku post gambar tu dekat Instagram, dia jadi tak lawa. So this year, I'm gonna explore my talent in arts and drawing and mantapkan benda tu dan konsisten kan benda tu. Ha banyak betul 'dan' aku kan. haha

For now, aku ada 4 azam nak capai tahun ni. Dan macam tahun-tahun sebelumnya, aku akan update je azam baru kalau aku terfikir nak capai tahun tu, or bulan tu. Dan tahun ni, aku nak pastikan benda tu tercapai, so tak boleh la nak letak banyak-banyak huhu.

And this year also, takde materialistik achievement - ceh sebab last year ada benda yang aku dah dapat. Maybe this year, more to quality over quantity.

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There's one thing about me - aku sebenarnya sangat susah nak deliver my words through speech. Bila aku cakap banyak, aku perasan aku cepat penat dan cepat habis idea. So aku rasa, better aku gunakan kekuatan aku dalam menulis untuk menyampaikan idea aku gittuwwww

Aku rasa 2021 is all about publishing my work and improving myself to another level wow haha. May Allah bless us, may Allah ease our journey and may our faith to Allah stregthen day by day, amin.

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Since this month is my birthday month, I wish to draw each person that wishes me a happy birthday. I still consider to print it and post it like using stamp post or like postcards, or just draw digitally and send through email or whatsapp - but I really hope this spirit become reality haha. It is actually one way to practice my illustration skill and at the same time to advertise my arts to other people gittuw sangat hahaha