Smile :)

Ahah !
Aku tak cakap senyum aku cantik. Tapi, perfectly ... semua orang suka kalau orangg senyum kat dia, kan?
Same goes to me la. Aku boleh babbling kalau cashier kat kedai tu muka masam. Ada ke customer datang buat muka tak senonoh tu? Tak patut, kan?

And, perfectly. Orang yang senyum ni, adalah orang yang 24/7 muka dia nampak berseri-seri. Dalam erti kata lain, lawa la.

Sepanjang 17 tahun aku hidup,  selalu aku dengar orang tanya,

" Ko ni, tade masalah ke? Asyik senyum je? "

Then, I just replied,

" Betul ke aku selalu senyum? Tak nampak pun. "

Memang la aku tak nampak. Surely. Sebab mata aku bukan kat mulut.
So, mana nak nampak senyum ke tak. Ahaha.

Bagi aku, senyum tu tunjuk kat kita macam-macam.
Bohong la cakap kalau aku takde masalah.
Problem is anywhere.
Either you just stay at home, watching TV or you walk on the street.

Typical.

Ahaha.

Selama aku bertapak kat Bumi Allah ni,
Aku dah banyak rasa macam-macam.

Kena boikot, kena marah.
Masuk bilik disiplin.

Ah, tu rencah budak sekolah.
Nak ke sepanjang bergelar 'student' jadi budak 'nerd' je?
Of course tak nak, kan?
So, bagi aku pengalaman yang macam tu buat aku 24-hours senyum tak berhenti.
Otak aku ni, ligat cari idea kalau cuti Sabtu-Ahad. Nak buat ape?
Nak cari masalah ape?

Ahaha.

Maybe orang fikir aku ni tade kerja lain.
Then, tu la kerja aku.

Ahaha.
Jahat. And I knew it.

Back to our topic, Smile :)

Tau tak, senyum tu sedekah brader sister?
Ehehe, betul ..

Kalau tak, masakan Nabi SAW suka senyum.
Haa ..

Dah lah senyum tu sedekah, pastu, ikut Nabi pulak.
Adoi, banyak pahala meh!
Tak nak ke? Senyum je.

Susahlah nak cakap dengan orang yang keras kepala ni.

You know what, I had read a quote that says :

" Behind my smile is everything, you'll never understand "

Should you tell everyone that you're in trouble?
So, smiling can hide your sadness.
I had so many things. Sometimes, make me cry alone.

I had a bad thing before this.
A thing that make me crying all the time.
When I tell it to others, then I will cry.
That time was the cheapest tear I had.

After a month, grateful.
I'm done with it.
My life is not that.
Crying, tears.
Bad time. Ahh! Darkness.

That was nightmare to me. I don't want the same thing repeat again.
Lailai~

So, as a conclusion for today.
Starts your day with a smile.
Maybe not for others.
At least for your own self.

Appreciate your life.

Like her :)

Don't put your problem in front of you.

But put it in yourself.

Feel it.

No one stuck you.

Ahaha. My name is Nisah and I'm smiling right now :)